someone told me the second you stop looking.... | squirrellord's Blog

someone told me the second you stop looking.... you will find the one for you.  weird.. it always works out that way.

I went to the lunchtime meeting today.  right before the meeting this girl walked in.  she immediately captivated me.  i dont know what it was... she was exactly what I was looking for in a girl.  i noticed her look over at me a few times, and then towards the end of the meeting, she threw me a smile.  i couldnt believe it was anything more then a friendly smile... but i think i was wrong.

after the meeting i went and talked to someone in the meeting room, they needed some good advice, and i gave it to them.  he wanted to smoke a cigarette, so we went outside.  i saw the girl still in the room, but i didnt even look at her, i just kept walking.  "the snub" from seinfeld haha.  we went outside, smoked a cigarette and i got this guy a sponsor.  i told him how he needed to get involved "it works if you work it" and we had a good chat.  anyway.. not too long later the girl comes outside, walks right up to me, and says hello.  she said she remembered me from the monday night meeting, and we locked eyes.  i dont know what it was, but it seemed to be slightly magical.  scary.

anyway after a little small talk she basically gave me her number.  she did it in a suave way, and i give her props, because its just how i would have done it.  she said she was going away for the weekend.  i told her i would give her a call on monday.  that gave me a good feeling all day.

after that i went back to work, and got out early.  i made some plans with a buddy for tomorrow night, so that will be fun.  i told a co-worker who works saturday i would stop by and watch a movie with him on saturday.  sunday i will be going to another friends house, so ill be busy.

after work i came home and relaxed.  i went to a meeting tonight, my sponsor celebrated his 6th year clean.  i rode my bike to the meeting.  mapquest said it was 2.56 miles there.  it sure felt like it.  my legs felt it thats for sure.  the meeting was good, it was a free flow meeting and a lot of good advice was given.  side note... man there were a TON of hot chicks there.  i had to forcemyself not to look.  man i really need to get laid :(

after the meeting we went to a peking duck house in chinatown to eat.  about 20 people were there, and we sat at 3 tables.  my table was nice.  me, my sponsor, and a bunch of people with a lot of time.  a cool irish guy was there.  man i wish i had a cool accent.  dinner was great.  after that i came home and here I am.  so all in all i biked about 5+ miles tonight.  im sure ill feel it tomorrow.

anyway.. off to bed.  im hoping for a good weekend, and that my cravings (which were strong today) subside and dont get the best of me.  im also hoping this girl will go to dinner with me next week :)

good night everyone, be safe.

--squirrel