back from meeting | squirrellord's Blog

just got back from a AA meeting.  my boss and I are close and I disclosed to him I had a problem.  Hes letting me go to meetings during my lunch, but I dont wanna make that a habit, so I got a meeting list today and am going to start looking for a home group and other places.  This one is good though and I will attend it.

I remember going to meetings when I was in the program years ago and wanting to share all the time.  People used to always say I was a good speaker and I gave a great message.  Today I wanted to share, and I did, but I was nervous,and even started sweating heavily while speaking.  I guess reality is starting to set in.  I always have a feeling of calmness after I leave a meeting, and I am glad I went.